By Austin B. Hahn

*Names have been changed to protect the identities of the sexual abuse victims.

When I was fifteen, a friend of mine told me that she was transferring schools because her biological and step father had molested her for two years. The experience had left her psychologically derailed. I was shocked and words could hardly leave my lips. She said she wasn’t ready to be in a mainstream environment and that the school she was going to would have smaller classroom sizes and personal tutors so she could receive more individualized attention. I held back my tears as I said goodbye. I could sense she had wanted someone to confide in but had almost no one. She was alone in her pain.

When I was sixteen, I had learned that another one of my good friends, Tina, was sexually abused. Her uncle forced her to give him fellatio, and she ended up having to go to court. I began to notice several changes in her personality: she started doing drugs, she didn’t laugh as much, and she just seemed … well, dead on the inside. We could no longer connect with each other, and, eventually, we stopped talking altogether. Several years went by before I saw her again.

One day, as I was riding the train, I heard a voice shouting that sounded familiar. I turn around to see who was laughing hysterically and swearing up a storm. I saw Tina. She was with a group of people, most of them looked like drug users, and she appeared to be high. I was too humiliated by her behavior to say anything to her. A year and a half later, I see her again on a transit bus. She looked healthier. We immediately recognized each other, and she sat next to me. We talked a little about where we were at in our lives. She told me she was in a better place and that it took her a while for her to get her life back together, but she was back on track in spite of everything that had happened to her. I was glad to know that she was living better days; she deserved to.

I have a reputation with my friends for being sexually promiscuous, but I like to take my time before meeting up with someone for sex. In the summer of 2014, one of my friends, Alicia, came to me with a concern she had about my safety. While she refrained from being judgmental, she just wanted to express that she cared for me and reminded me about the importance of being vigilant. I appreciated and understood her concern, but I felt something was off. When I asked if there was anything else that had prompted her to come to me, she told me about how she was almost raped. Years ago, she was at a party and met a guy who followed her into the bathroom. He left an “out of order” sign on the door and tried to have intercourse with her but couldn’t get an erection. The incident scarred her for life and, to this day, not a single other soul knows about what happened to her.

If any of my friends ended up pregnant because they were sexually abused, I would hope that they could have the option of having an abortion without having to explain themselves. Sexual abuse is humiliating, and none of my friends came forward right away after it happened to them. While I acknowledge others’ beliefs, I also cannot ignore my friends’ experiences. To any woman reading this: I ask you to defend the rights of your sisters that previous generations fought so hard for and to realize that sexual abuse could happen to you too like how it happened to my friends. Gentlemen: Think before you act. If your girlfriend or wife was raped, would you want her to be forced to have a baby against her will? Sexual abuse is real, and as long as we continue to stigmatize abortion and allow it to become criminalized, women will no longer be able to choose. No human being would want to be raped and then forced to have a child. This is not an issue of pro-choice versus pro-life; this is a matter of compassion.

In July of 2015, I received several letters from Planned Parenthood about the movement against women’s right to choose. Here are some facts according to Planned Parenthood:

  • Anti-abortion laws that have been enacted in the last 4 years have reduced access to birth control, cancer screenings, and testing and treatment for sexually transmitted infections.
  • The nonpartisan Congressional Budget Office (CBO) predicts 390,000 women who rely on government programs for their health care would lose access if they could not go to Planned Parenthood health centers.
  • Two anti-choice Senators – Kelly Ayotte (R-NH) and Cory Gardner (R-CO) – introduced a bill to supposedly promote over-the-counter access to birth control. In actuality, such legislation would make women pay twice for their birth control – once through their health insurance and then again out of pocket.
  • Fourteen states have passed laws banning abortion after 20 weeks – nearly all of them without adequate exceptions for rape or incest or to fully protect a woman’s health.

These are just a few statistics in addition to the 47 anti-abortion laws that were passed in 2015 (Carpenter). The fight continues. How will you act in 2016?

If you care to fight for the rights of women, you can do so silently in the privacy of your own home by donating to Planned Parenthood at: https://secure.ppaction.org/site/Donation2?df_id=12913&12913.donation=form1


Carpenter, Zoë. “Nearly 400 Anti-Abortion Bills Were Introduced Across the Country This Year.” The Nation. The Nation, 11 Dec. 2015. Web. 31 Dec. 2015.

Art Won’t Save the World

Commentary by Austin B. HahnWhile I don’t belittle the arts, performing on stage in front of people is not enough. You can volunteer at a local foodbank, a homeless shelter, a soup kitchen, or at a nonprofit organization that fights for human rights. If you can’t do any of those, then donate to charity in person, in the mail, or online. At least do something once in the course of your life that contributes to humanity. We may never know how our actions are positively affecting others, but we also never know when we could land up in an unfortunate situation. The service that you put in today may have just saved the life of a person who goes on to cure that life-threatening disease that you develop in old age. By helping others, we give them a chance to help us too.

Commentary by Austin B. Hahn

While I don’t belittle the arts, performing on stage in front of people is not enough. You can volunteer at a local foodbank, a homeless shelter, a soup kitchen, or at a nonprofit organization that fights for human rights. If you can’t do any of those, then donate to charity in person, in the mail, or online. At least do something once in the course of your life that contributes to humanity. We may never know how our actions are positively affecting others, but we also never know when we could land up in an unfortunate situation. The service that you put in today may have just saved the life of a person who goes on to cure that life-threatening disease that you develop in old age. By helping others, we give them a chance to help us too.

Help Fight Poverty

Please watch this interview with Danish actress Connie Nielsen. Help fight poverty by donating to her nonprofit organizations that she founded: Human Needs Project (http://www.humanneedsproject.org/) and Road To Freedom Scholarships (http://www.roadtofreedomscholarships.org/).

American Civil Liberties Union

By Austin B. Hahn

Since 1920, the ACLU, American Civil Liberties Union, has been working “to defend and preserve the individual rights and liberties that the Constitution and the laws of the United States guarantee everyone in this country” (“The ACLU”). Such individual rights that the ACLU continues to fight for include, but are not limited to: “speech and religion, a woman’s right to choose, the right to due process, [and] citizens’ rights to privacy” (”SOME HIGHLIGHTS”). The ACLU has also has taken up various civil liberties cases pertaining to the rights of the LGBT community, putting an end to mass incarceration, and sustaining the right to vote (”The ACLU”). Over the course of several months, I received correspondence in the mail from them asking about my opinion on issues concerning social justice. After researching their causes, I decided to donate to the organization. I was impressed by their dedication to human rights. According to their fact sheet, Protecting Individual Rights for over 90 years, here are some of the ACLU’s highlights:

1920: Palmer Raids – The ACLU championed the targets of Attorney General A. Mitchell Palmer, including politically radical immigrants. We also supported the right of trade unionists to organize and secure the release of hundreds of activists imprisoned for anti-war activities.

1942: Fighting the Internment of Japanese Americans – The ACLU stood almost alone in denouncing the federal government’s internment of more than 110,000 Japanese Americans in concentration camps.

1954: Brown v. Board of Education – The ACLU, having joined the NAACP in the legal battle for equal education, celebrated a major victory when the Supreme Court declared that racially segregated schools were in violation of the Fourteenth Amendment.

1973: Reproductive Rights – After decades of struggle, the Supreme Court held – in Roe v. Wade and Doe v. Bolton – that the constitutional right to privacy encompasses a woman’s right to decide whether she will terminate or continue a pregnancy.

2001-Today: Keeping America Safe and Free – Since 9/11, the ACLU has been working vigorously to oppose policies that sacrifice our fundamental freedoms in the name of national security. From working to fix the Patriot Act to contesting warrantless spying, we continue to challenge the government’s expanded power to invade privacy, imprison people without due process and punish dissent.

2012: Reproductive Rights – ACLU lawyers, activists and members stand strong against the assault on women’s reproductive rights. In Congress and in the states, we are fighting an unprecedented number of new laws that aim to restrict or end access to contraception and abortion.

If you’re interested in the ACLU, you can go to https://www.aclu.org/ and sign up at the bottom of their web page to get the latest news. For those of you who would like to make a donation, you can do so by going to https://action.aclu.org/secure/join-aclu-or-renew-your-membership-today.


American Civil Liberties Union. Protecting Individual Rights for over 90 years. n.p. n.d. Print.

American Civil Liberties Union. “SOME HIGHLIGHTS WHY WE DO WHAT WE DO HOW WE DO IT.” American Civil Liberties Union. American Civil Liberties Union, n.d. Web. 26 Dec. 2015.

American Civil Liberties Union. “The ACLU TODAY.” American Civil Liberties Union. American Civil Liberties Union, n.d. Web. 26 Dec. 2015.

December 25th, 2015

By Austin B. Hahn

Dear Journal:

I have been a good ho, ho, ho this year, and the only thing I’m getting from Santa is the same thing I got last year: his big candy cane. I told him, “I don’t have an oral fixation. Do I look like Shakira to you?”

He said, “No but you’ve been a naughty boy!” which he tells me every year. What the fuck else is new though? I mean, I let him come down my chimney while he’s dressed like a fat ass hot tamale, but all he can do is just look down at me the same way the Pope looks down at an altar boy and say, “You’re on the naughty list, Austin.” Gee, really? No shit. Even my friends know how much of a ho I am. I was telling them one of my favorite holiday jokes:

“What’s the difference between Santa and Tiger Woods? Santa stops after three hos.”

They asked me, “Austin, how do you know?”

I replied, “I was the third one.”

I expect more from St. Nicholas this year since gay marriage is legal now, which means I can be a gold digger. Let me tell ya, the gold digging ideas have been flowing through my mind faster than the Ebola virus has been spreading through Africa. I know what I’ll do! Maybe I’ll take Santa’s credit card. It should be easy since his wife won’t be around.

Anyway, I wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

Debunking Bullshit on Global Poverty

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Source: Croteau, David and William Haynes. Experience Sociology. n.p.: The McGraw-Hills Companies, 2013. Print.

Caption by Austin B. Hahn

Remember the next time when someone says to you, “We don’t have enough money to take care of everybody on the planet,” that that’s bullshit!


A Million Dollars More My Ass

By Austin B. Hahn

When I was completing my entrance loan counseling, I read that “according to the U.S. Census Bureau Data, the average college graduate from a 4-year degree program earns almost $1,000,000 more over a lifetime than a high school graduate.” How much of that money is used to pay for healthcare expenses, student loans, taxes and put towards retirement?

Is Granting Syrian Refugees Asylum in the U.S. Dangerous?

By Austin B. Hahn

Author’s note: Due to the global context of this article, and because the word American can pertain to those who are in Central, North, or South America, Americans are referred to as U.S. Americans.

Granting asylum to Syrian refugees has been a hot topic in the U.S. There have been concerns over ISIS sneaking in with Syrian refugees and posing a threat to national security (Gambino, et al.). The ongoing war in Syria has left more than 6.5 million people displaced (Soloman and Peçanha). President Obama has called for 10,000 refugees to be resettled in the U.S. (McCarthy). Meanwhile, Syria’s neighbors, such as Lebanon, whose refugee population has risen to 1.2 million, and Turkey, who has accepted 2 million refugees despite already having a population of 75 million, have been the most affected (Gambino, et al.). In addition, from January to October, Germany had “registered the arrival of 243,721 asylum seekers from Syria” (McCarthy).

Although media propaganda and the attacks in Paris have spiked controversy over Syrian refugees seeking asylum, counter-terrorism experts contend that “the U.S. does not face the same risks as Europe” (Yuhas). According to the Guardian, each refugee is “vetted first by the UN’s refugee agency, and then separately by officials from the State Department, the FBI, the Department of Homeland Security and the Defense Department. The process takes between 18 months and two years” (Gambino, et al.) In Europe, refugees are “fingerprinted and then allowed to reach the European mainland even if they do not have identification documents” (Gambino, et al.). The contrast between the extensive process refugees must go through in order to enter the United States and how they’re arriving in Europe draws attention to the ill-informed fears of the U.S. American public.

In a report from CNN, 31 state governors have said that they oppose accepting Syrian refugees; however, whether they accept them or not is outside of their jurisdiction and rests in the hands of the federal government. Some officials have either opposed the relocation of Syrian refugees or have asked for them to be “scrutinized as potential security threats” (Fantz and Brumfield). On the contrary, as Dr. Georgette Bennett, the founder of the Multi-faith Alliance for Syrian Refugees, points out, “Of the Syrians who have been resettled in the U.S., not a single one has been arrested for any kind of terrorist incident, and, of the hundreds of thousands of refugees resettled in the U.S., only two have ever been identified with any kind of terrorism” (“Inside the controversy”). Since 2012, 2,174 Syrian refugees have been accepted into the U.S. (Gambino, et al.).

Author’s opinion:

A week ago, I received an e-mail about a petition from the American Civil Liberties Union, which is a nonpartisan, nonprofit organization that works to defend and preserve the liberties in the United States. The petition challenges every presidential candidate “to stand up against bigotry and division, to oppose the exclusion of individuals from the United States on the basis of religion or nationality . . .” (“Stand against bigotry”). As some of you may know, presidential candidates, such as Donald Trump, Jeb Bush, and Ted Cruz, have expressed that they would like to implement discriminatory policies and set agendas on the basis of religion. Trump wants to bar Muslims from entering the U.S., which contradicts our nation’s long-held belief in religious freedom (Diamond). In addition, Bush and Cruz want to prioritize Christian refugees over Muslims (Gambino, et al.). In The Nation, Bush was quoted saying, “We should focus our efforts as it relates to refugees on the Christians that are being slaughtered” (Nichols). Cruz had also called for the acceptance of Christians since “there is no meaningful risk of Christians committing acts of terror” (Nichols).

While I do not support any of the previously mentioned presidential candidates’ positions, I still felt conflicted about signing the petition. I would like to see my country assist those who are in an unfortunate position, but, at the same time, a substantial amount of territory in Syria is occupied by ISIS, and I want to keep my people safe. What would be the ethical thing to do? After researching this issue, I had learned about the process that refugees would have to go through, as I previously shared, and how long it would take them to come to the U.S. Based on all my research, I do not think that Syrian refugees or Muslims pose a threat to our nation.

If ISIS is an organized militant group, then they know that there are other ways to enter the U.S. that don’t require going through the UN’s refugee agency, the State Department, the FBI, the Department of Homeland Security, and the Defense Department. Moreover, I am appalled that a presidential candidate in my country would even consider denying refugees entry to the U.S. based on their religion as a viable solution. Terrorism doesn’t have a religion.

On some final notes, I understand that fearmongering done by the media can provoke irrational fears, but other countries with less land have welcomed hundreds of thousands of refugees, and we’re having a problem with just ten thousand? We, as U.S. Americans, have let a few criminals, who are portrayed in the media, represent the majority of a cultural group. We need to take back our power. I believe that if any one of us were in the same situation with our families and friends as the Syrian refugees are in today, you would hope that you could seek asylum somewhere. We are all born from our mother’s womb. We are all somebody’s baby. We were all once children. We have all come from a culture and a nation of people, but one thing remains universal: we cannot choose where we are born, but we can choose where we want to go.

To anyone who’s reading this right now, I ask you to embrace this knowledge, to realize that you could be at the mercy of sudden life events that are beyond your control, and to have compassion for these human beings. Go to Google. Type in “Syrian refugees.” Click on “Images.” When you see these people, I hope you can see a part of yourself in them. If you care, then please join me by signing this petition: https://www.change.org/p/all-candidates-running-for-president-stand-against-bigotry-and-exclusionary-policies-and-commit-to-equality-for-all-americans/c. As of right now, while I write this, only 615 people need to sign this petition. Let’s reach 15,000 before New Year’s. If you are also a supporter, but the petition is no longer available to sign, then please reblog or forward this to a friend or a family member. This is not an attempt to gain popularity, but an effort to disperse information. When we share new information, we are able to help people transform how they think, and, in doing so, we transform our world. Please take part in spreading the word.

Thank you!


“Inside the controversy of offering Syrian refugees asylum in the U.S.” PIX11. The CW, 24 Nov. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

“Stand against bigotry and exclusionary policies, and commit to equality for all Americans.” Change.org. ACLU, n.d. Web. 14 Dec. 2015.

Diamond, Jeremy. “Donald Trump: Ban all Muslim travel to U.S.” CNN politics. CNN, 12 Dec. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

Fantz, Ashley, and Ben Brumfield. “More than half the nation’s governors say Syrian refugees not welcome.” CNN. CNN, 19 Nov. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

Gambino, Lauren, et al. “Syrian refugees in America: separating fact from fiction in the debate.” The Guardian. The Guardian, 19 Nov. 2015. Web. 21. Dec. 2015.

McCarthy, Tom. “Obama calls on US to resettle ‘at least 10,000’ Syrian refugees in 2016 fiscal year.” The Guardian. The Guardian, 10 Sep. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

Nichols, John. “Bush and Cruz Want to Use Religious Tests to Bar Refugees From the US.” The Nation. The Nation, 17 Nov. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

Soloman, Ben C., and Sergio Peçanha. “The Refugees.” New York Times. New York Times, n.d. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

Yuhas, Alan. “Should Americans fear an attack like those in Paris?” The Guardian. The Guardian, 18 Nov. 2015. Web. 21 Dec. 2015.

College Students: Check Out Scholly

By Austin B. Hahn

As a college student, I know that paying for college can be tough, so I’m here to help. Scholly is an app that you can download for $0.99. It provides a list of available scholarships that are specific to you. All you need to do is follow these steps:

1) Go to the Play Store, and type “Scholly” in the search bar. The app, Scholly: Scholarship Search, should appear.

2) Select “Scholarships.”

3) Fill out your information.

4) Select “Search.” There will be a list of scholarships specific to your information.

5) To find out more information about a scholarship, click on its title.

6) You can always select “Save” and come back to a scholarship later.

I hope this information helps. Please reblog this, and spread the word. Thank you!

December 12th, 2015

By Austin B. Hahn

Dear Journal:

What a shame! There are no scholarships for sluts. I am disappointed. Most of them want community service or they want to know how am I going to help the world. Unfortunately, I don’t think an answer such as “giving one lap dance at a time contributes to world peace” would suffice. I’m kidding. Besides, none of them give a shit to ask me how am I going to contribute to the world. They would rather have me talk about something “special” I have done or what makes me “amazing.” Why the fuck do I have to be amazing or unique though? It’s not my fault that I wasn’t born a six foot tall half Brazilian half Jamaican athlete who was brought up multilingual.

I find that most scholarships are filled with pretentious, bullshit questions anyway. How does my knowledge on literature in the 17th century relate to my qualifications for financial aid? I’m not looking to prove that I’m a super intellectual human being; I want to talk about how I’m a fucking caring person. I want to help people. I’d like to see people not worrying about the cost of healthcare. I would love for my people, here in the United States, to take paid vacation days and holidays, along with paid sick days, so they can spend time with their families or get well if needed. I want to see people enjoying their life.

Scholarships put too much emphasis on achievement and not enough on personal motives. If someone hasn’t been given the opportunity to prove themselves, or more importantly, if they come from a culture that doesn’t place high importance on personal accomplishments, then how can anyone expect them to have a long ass list of what they’ve done and succeeded in?

The intention of scholarships are great, but their eligibility requirements suck. As long as individual success, an extensive work history, or even worse, exotic features that a person was just born with remain a prerequisite, they will only be available to a limited population. People who have had little or no work experience because they’ve lived in areas where there are few job opportunities, and those who have had one life crisis after another, will be ignored.

Instead of scholarship sponsors asking people to write about what goals they have achieved or how many hours they work at their part-time job, maybe they should ask them about their motivation to gauge whose education would be a worthwhile financial investment. What life experience(s) has prompted them to pursuit their major? How are they going to try to benefit society? Do they have a long-term plan, and, if so, what is it? I can answer all of these questions, but I haven’t had the chance to write them down on a fucking scholarship application because no one has asked me. My boring cultural origins, employment status, and lack of athletic accomplishments are more relevant than what I would like to do for my country.